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When I was younger, new years didn't feel like new years. It felt the same. I asked myself last time. "Oh it's a new year. So what? I'm still the same person. I'm still gonna do the same things I'm gonna do in life."
Boy, was I wrong.
I never really took this "New Year" opportunity into hand. It feels great to be able to start a new chapter on a clean white sheet of paper. It's as if the inkings for 2012 are gone and past. Now, I can start on a new page. Get that feeling?
It is the exact feeling I get when I discovered Jesus died for my sins. All my darkness, all my stains are thrown and cleansed. Now, I am a new creation. I start on a new piece of paper every single moment. I start with a clear glass of water every single moment.
It's so impossible, but sooo possible with Jesus. Every time a stain threatens to mark an eternal spot on my clean white paper, it is cleansed immediately, because I have His grace.
But we being human, we tend to feel unworthy. New Years really helped me to feel my worthiness. We are worthy because He is worthy. A new year to start my life with the right foot forward. Then again, even if I had the wrong foot forward, He will make it right for me.
WHY?
Because all things work out beautiful when He is in them. SO AWESOME LAHH! AIYOO!!!
I just cant stop smiling now because it feels really good. Really good to know this great God. Have you met this Jesus person yet? If you haven't, man, you're missing out!!!!
I used to think I could not let go,
could not forget,
could not go on with a smile.
I used to think new years was just a transition.
but you know what?
but you know what?
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That was what I used to think before I met Him. :)
